Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in xkazzicusx's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
6:47 pm	Fine and Dandy! Hey everyone and anyone who reads this.. I havent written on this for a while,, as you could proabbyl see my attitude a while back was dumb but everything is great nowdays! Sorry to anyone I annoyed or made their lives a living hell during that time. Last week Dave and I celebrated our one year anniversary! I've have an awsome time with Dave and yes there are many many many more years to come! Bad Santa is a funny funny movie I recomend everyone go see it, however, taking a child under the age of 14 MIGHT not be the best idea. I got my Ps a few weeks back and the constant strugle to try and borrow cars is annoying then a fair bit, BUT, a couple of weeks ago i spent all Saturday night driving Dave around places! I was great fun, although for the first hour or so all members inside the vehicle were scared that I would crash, not that I blame them! OPEN BAR AT MY WORK CHRISTMAS PARTY THIS WEEKEND!!! take care! Kaz! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: silence. (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
5:42 pm	. Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 30th, 2004
11:45 pm	DAVE! I LOVE MY BEAUTIFUL BOYFRIEND DAVE FOREVER!   Have fun in Melbourne! Current Mood: [inlove] (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
3:03 pm	NOT FUCKING NEEDED Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Monday, September 27th, 2004
11:07 pm	Instructions: 1. Copy this whole list into your journal. 2. Bold the things that you have in common with me. 3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you 01. I hate waking up early 02. I don't have my drivers license 03. I'm never satisfied with myself 04. I write bad poetry 05. I used to hurt myself on purpose 06. I rarely finish the books I start 07. I hate people who seek attention 08. I am the epitome of procrastination 09. My hands are always cold 10. I love folding paper cranes 11. I follow my own rules 12. I love John Cusack 13. I have a list of ‘miniature goals’, like “watch this movie”, “read this book” etc. 14. According to the Australian National Life Expectancy Test, I will die at the age of 73.9 15. I hate 'Avrils' 16. My middle name is Jane 17. I'm a little masochistic 18. I'm scared about my future 19. I take St. John’s Wort 20. I love staring at the stars 21. I love storms 22. Blood tests are my worst fear 23. I have a morbid fascination 24. I have never been on a plane 25. I haven’t vomited in the past 10 years 26. My brothers are the world to me 27. I hate when people invade my personal space 28. I am so glad I don’t have any sisters 29. I have two nephews 30. I have one niece and one half niece 31. I often write letters to people and never send them 32. Punch-Drunk Love is my favourite movie 33. I'm a sucker for boys who tower over me 34. I love John Lennon 35. I hate Yoko Ono’s voice 36. I always have a feeling people hate me 37. I am anti-social 38. I can’t stand ugly drunks 39. I am a deep thinker 40. I over-analyse 41. I go to an ‘all girls’ school 42. I used to have extremely long hair 43. “Sometimes I think I'll die alone” 44. I want a moment of absolute clarity 45. I am emotionally unstable 46. I love libraries 47. I cry a lot 48. I actually buy cds 49. “You just don’t get it!” 50. I hate people who aren't on time 51. I hate people who can't spell 52. I love and fear the supernatural 53. I am lonely 54. I miss feeling secure 55. I hate when people yell at their kids in public 56. Only one of my grandparents is still alive 57. I am lyrically obsessed 58. I need to meet new people 59. I need a job 60. I hate people my age 61. I tend to bottle up my emotions 62. I overreact 63. I am horrible at video games 64. I wear "sex" bracelets. haha. 65. I am unnaturally pale 66. I prefer blue pen over black 67. I love Pink Floyd to death 68. I watch the news when I remember to 69. Sometimes I wish I could wake up to a better life 70. I love handwritten letters 71. I love other people’s birthdays 72. I love the tingles 73. I looove coffee 74. I have met someone famous 75. I wish my life had a rewind button 76. I wish my life had a fast-forward button 77. I wish my life had a slow-motion button 78. I wish my life had a pause button 79. I am fickle 80. I live in a house 81. I am inconsistent to the max 82. I have naturally brown hair 83. I live for my music 84. I regret everything 85. I restrict 86. I wish I could be someone else sometimes 87. I want to see Sydney Harbour at night very soon 88. I've never had Starbucks coffee 89. I keep mainly to myself 90. My ‘friends’ suck 91. My heart beats too fast 92. I want a tattoo 93. I've eaten tofu 94. I love pop-art 95. I adore guys with style 96. I hate when people try too hard 97. I love boys with hot hot hair 98. I love boys in bands 99. I love surrealism 100. I am just me Current Mood: screw-up Current Music: [since when did i deserve to listen to music?] (Comment on this)
8:32 pm	no one reads my journal entries im bored. pissed off. and if i could change peoples illnesses in this world i would. not that my thoughts matter one fucking bit at all. FUCK. Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Monday, September 20th, 2004
10:31 pm	Urine. [ xox ]«Kåtie°°Kittie»[ xox ] says: Friendship is like pissing your pants....Everyone can see it, only you can feel it's true warmth. [ xox ]«Kåtie°°Kittie»[ xox ] says: Thanks for being the piss on my pants Thanks for cheering me up Kaz!.. even though I never invisioned myself as pee. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: none! (Comment on this)
10:11 pm	Monday Well.. today is Monday. Four days till the PCYC show everyone seem's excited which is kewl. I'm the only one not excited, too worried on whats going to happen if no one shows up.. especially since I was hoping for a couple of hundred! Oh well on the night I will go into hiding and no-one shall see me till .. sometime when people come and get me and say OMG theres a million people here are a huge big company wants you to work for them organising concerts and heres a billion dollars for you to pay for the bestest bands in the world! Today I went to the PCYC and measured up the stage, which will recieve its first ever backdrop on Friday afternoon. I'd like to say to everyone who helped. Thankyou. Graduate yr 11 in two days... getting places in some of my subjects but not exactly sure what im getting at the moment! Yr 12 at my school graduates on Friday!! NOOO I hope you all fail so I can still have people to throw things at at recess and lunch next year! Well.... UMMMM.. I forgot what else I was going to write. Farewell. Current Mood: worried Current Music: Blink182- Adams song (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 16th, 2004
12:40 am	It's been a while.... Well , I havent put up a post in a while so thought I better write something to keep myself amused for a little while...I dont know why i'm bothering since no-one reads my entries anyway!.. I'm excited about this weekend I think I'm seeing Eskimo Joe with Dave! Yeah cant wait! Tomorrow I'm off to do more work on the show in Penrith and attack the shops in the plaza with flyers... Only 8 days to go! Most people are fairly keen on coming to it so thats a good sign!... I've been really sick for about a week now... yet not many people actually realise how damn sick I have been, and being sick sucks. Missed almost 2 weeks of school but managed to get my hands on the class work for business so I dont fall so far behind I will never catch up. I have about 100 people on my MSN list... funny thing is I actually speak to only about 10 of them.. I;m sick of this damn computer... so slow... want to kick it. Got a phone call tonight about playing for some team in 7-a-side soccer.. not so sure on playing due to the fact its my old team and expectations of my "rep" abilities might be too high. Well its time to go I think because I have run out of things to say.. PENRITH PCYC PEOPLE!! Be there!! or be square?? "dont take your loved ones for granted.. they may disappear when you least expect it" (Comment on this)
Friday, September 3rd, 2004
11:32 pm	after work well another lovely night of work is over but one good thing happened, saw my friend candice there and i havent seen her or spoken to her in about 6+ years! yay.. well im bored now.. so bye. Dave , I love you. Current Mood: tired Current Music: missy higgins -scar (Comment on this)
3:32 pm	Music my fave music at the moment: -Eskimo Joe -Green Day -Blink 182 -The Used -SR-71 -Taking Back Sunday -Thursday -Our Lady of Peace -Atfer the Fall -Muse -A Fire Inside Today has been a day full of Eskimo Joe and The Used but in 45 mins that will all stop as I have to leave for work. I wish I could play my own music at work.. The depressing sounds of 'doof doof' mess with your mind after a few hours. And I'm expected to treat drunk assholes with respect whilst putting up with these sounds..I think not. Upside's of working in a pub: -free grog -taste testing -regulars who buy you drinks Pitty I dont drink excessively, unlike the doll bludging idiots in this world who crowd pubs and bottle shops in thursday night after their government money pay checks have gone through. WOW.. lets all sit on our asses and get $150 a week to do it. Then lets all go line up and spend our money in one night on alcohol and drugs then spend the rest of the week approaching people on the streets saying "gota buck bro?" whilst these innocent people who either earn a living or have parents who earn money honestly or who are studying or in any way physicaly unable to earn a living, have to not gag at the smell of the disgusting body odour these people produce and try and escape without gettin robbed of their posessions. But the government doesnt do anything to change this situation. You see they bring in a new law which will give "assistance($3000)" to young females who fall pregnant. DID THEY REALLY THINK THIS WOULD REDUCE THE NUMBERS OF DOLL BLUDGERS?! NO it didnt, within a week there was a 16 yr old girl on the news selling her story about how she has decided to fall pregnant and get the $3000 "assistance". I like an idea which was put to my attention. Either put these doll budgers straight into the defence force where they will have training and be out of people ways and earning a living OR find an area, fence it off, throw all these people in and throw the essentials over the fence to them. Water, stale bread & chicken bones. No point in throwing over condoms, they arent going to be use anyway. Now I've had my rant I feel better. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Blink 182- aliens exist(live) (Comment on this)
1:45 pm	*PENRITH PCYC* Penrith PCYC -charity show 24th September Doors open: 6pm Entry @ door: $8 -Bagster -Snowblind -A Streetlight Song -Knucklepuk -Evolvar -Alvarez Sponsored by: Punk Hardcore Australia Bergerk.com Penrith PCYC- 100 Station Street Penrith, NSW No drug/alcohol event Current Mood: cold Current Music: The Used- take it away (Comment on this)